"Life isn't simple; it's overwhelmingly complex. The love of simplicity is an escapist drug, like alchohol. It's an antilife attitude. These 'simple' people who sit around in drab clothes in bleak rooms sipping peppermint tea by candlelight are mocking death. Death is simple but life is rich. I embrace that richness, the more complicated the better. I revel in disorder and..."
"But your cave isn't disorderly," protested Sissy. "It's neat and clean."
"I'm not a slob, if that's what you mean. Slobs don't love disorder. They're ineffectual people who are disorderly because they can't help themselves. It's not the same. I set my cave in order knowing that life's disorder will only mess it up again. That's beautiful, that's right, that's part of the paradox. The beauty of simplicity is the compexity it attracts.."
"The beauty of simplicity you say? Then you do find value in simplicity. You've contradicted yourself." Julian had taught Sissy to sniff out contradictions,
"Of course I've contradicted myself. I always do. Only cretins and logicians don't contradict themselves. And in their consistency, they contradict life."
fee fi foe fum: My Bean necklace. A graduation gift from PEA. Most definately a bean...yet it resembles a heart...ain't that precious, but not TOO precious? my mishapen bean-heart has extra special appeal. With all that rain promises and more...Could a symbol get any better? ( it does! I also love to EAT beans )
dad: coming soon (he's more camera shy)
my Mom and Grandpa in Thailand |
my Grandma (Cun Yie), Mom and sister in Thailand. |
my Grandma and Grandpa Bowen in Florida. |
my Mom and dad |